Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 12:04 am

Had such a long night at work today! It was my first eight hour shift in like..Months so it seemed so much longer than it was.

Things with my relationshit haven't gotten any better and I doubt that they will. I just wish he could take the hints I'm trying to give to him, How hard can it be to tell that I'm in a good mood until the second after I find out your talking to another girl on the telephone?

Why do guys have to be so stupid? Or maybe I just expect to much of them..None of them will ever live up to how she's treated me though,I have to stop wanting them too.

How long will it be until I find that perfect someone for me? I've met people who make me feel so damn good inside but they are either already taking,Live to far away, Or both. I just want someone who understands me and who truely cares about me.

my day at work tomorrow should be pretty good, I'm working with my friend Mitch and I can talk to him about anything so he'll probably have some good advice for me or just down right make me laugh..that always helps...

Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 04:18 am
[info]ssgt_m_l_batt

guys are just naturally stupid -___-

may i ask who "she" is?

Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 04:22 am
[info]scorned_shadow

She's just this girl I've known for a couple years, We both secretly liked eachother forever then finally one day I musterd up the strength to tell her..Which led me to find out she felt the same way.

We talked kinda flirty for about a week then one day she logs on and tells me she has a girlfriend and totally drops me like a rock. She started going on to me that she loved this girl so much and wanted to be with her forever..It just broke my heart so much and it still does.

Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 04:39 am
[info]ssgt_m_l_batt

:[ i can't even imagine what that must have felt like. maybe you'll find someone else like her someday...?

Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 04:42 am
[info]scorned_shadow

I can't say I really want to meet someone else like her..

She used to mean so much to be but after playing with me like she did i donno...

Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 05:29 am
[info]ssgt_m_l_batt

yeah... maybe you are better off with out her. idk. *shrugs*

Thu, Feb. 22nd, 2007, 04:52 am
[info]_vengeful

hopefully things are going to look up for you sweetie, =]

Thu, Feb. 22nd, 2007, 11:44 pm
[info]still_here_4_u

I just want to say that I miss you.

Fri, Feb. 23rd, 2007, 01:39 am
[info]scorned_shadow

I miss you too -hugs tight- And your right, We should meet one day.

Fri, Feb. 23rd, 2007, 08:34 pm
[info]still_here_4_u

One day. haha. I graduate high school in May. If that helps to like... make a date or something? lol. *shrugs*

Fri, Feb. 23rd, 2007, 09:09 pm
[info]scorned_shadow

Well yea that kinda does considering you probably wouldn't be able to go on any long vacations if you were still in school. Being able to see you would be beyond amazing...

Fri, Feb. 23rd, 2007, 09:16 pm
[info]still_here_4_u

I know it would be. lol. I remember the first time I met someone in person that I had met on the internet... well the second time. lol. The first time was bust. The second time, was AMAZING.

Fri, Feb. 23rd, 2007, 09:20 pm
[info]scorned_shadow

Yea the first time I met someone in person that I met online was awsome. We chilled at the mall and bought a bunch of stuff and just had a lot of fun.

Fri, Feb. 23rd, 2007, 09:21 pm
[info]still_here_4_u

lol the first person I met was a sex crazed asshole. So chyeah.

Fri, Feb. 23rd, 2007, 09:30 pm
[info]scorned_shadow

Omg nothing bad happend did it? I couldn't imagine how terrible that would be. That's the only thing that makes me shy away from meeting people I've met online..They may be sex crazed assholes hehe.

Fri, Feb. 23rd, 2007, 09:35 pm
[info]still_here_4_u

lol. well no, nothing happened. he was a small fucker, i could have taken him. lol. Now, Aaron... I met him on the internet and liked him right off then I met him and now I like him even more. <3. But I had to go to Wisconsin over the summer with a friend of mine and we ended up meeting up with a guy that I'd been talking to for a while. I <3 him. Met him on here too. lol