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Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 12:04 am
Had such a long night at work today! It was my first eight hour shift in like..Months so it seemed so much longer than it was. Things with my relationshit haven't gotten any better and I doubt that they will. I just wish he could take the hints I'm trying to give to him, How hard can it be to tell that I'm in a good mood until the second after I find out your talking to another girl on the telephone? Why do guys have to be so stupid? Or maybe I just expect to much of them..None of them will ever live up to how she's treated me though,I have to stop wanting them too. How long will it be until I find that perfect someone for me? I've met people who make me feel so damn good inside but they are either already taking,Live to far away, Or both. I just want someone who understands me and who truely cares about me. my day at work tomorrow should be pretty good, I'm working with my friend Mitch and I can talk to him about anything so he'll probably have some good advice for me or just down right make me laugh..that always helps...
Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 04:18 am
ssgt_m_l_batt

guys are just naturally stupid -___- may i ask who "she" is? Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 04:22 am
scorned_shadow

She's just this girl I've known for a couple years, We both secretly liked eachother forever then finally one day I musterd up the strength to tell her..Which led me to find out she felt the same way. We talked kinda flirty for about a week then one day she logs on and tells me she has a girlfriend and totally drops me like a rock. She started going on to me that she loved this girl so much and wanted to be with her forever..It just broke my heart so much and it still does. Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 04:39 am
ssgt_m_l_batt

:[ i can't even imagine what that must have felt like. maybe you'll find someone else like her someday...? Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 04:42 am
scorned_shadow

I can't say I really want to meet someone else like her.. She used to mean so much to be but after playing with me like she did i donno... Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 05:29 am
ssgt_m_l_batt

yeah... maybe you are better off with out her. idk. *shrugs* Thu, Feb. 22nd, 2007, 04:52 am
_vengeful
hopefully things are going to look up for you sweetie, =] Thu, Feb. 22nd, 2007, 11:44 pm
still_here_4_u

I just want to say that I miss you. |