scorned_shadow -

Thu, Feb. 15th, 2007, 10:19 pm

So this is what my life has become eh? He's seen me cry..He'll run like the rest.

I can't take this anymore,Everything is pointless to me now,I love him so much but I won't put him through this..I have to end it...

Maybe more for my sake then his...

I will not put him through this...I feel it coming,Hold on tight it bit get bumpy

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Fri, Feb. 16th, 2007, 04:47 am
ssgt_m_l_batt

*hugs*

you never know.
he might stick around.

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Fri, Feb. 16th, 2007, 07:57 pm
scorned_shadow

*hugs back*
Yea he may, But I donno if I want him to anymore.

He just doesn't understand me, And does things to hurt me out of spite..With what's going on in my life right now I just can't handle it.

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Sat, Feb. 17th, 2007, 05:18 am
ssgt_m_l_batt

then maybe it's just time to let go...

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Sun, Feb. 18th, 2007, 04:11 am
scorned_shadow

Yea I'm starting to think maybe it is time to just let go..But when I ask him if he thinks thats what would be better he tells me no then wonders why I feel this way.

I know he feels how bad things are getting between us, Why does he try to mask it?

He would be much better off with one of the chicks he's always talking too on either the phone or msn..Not me, He always seems to much happier when he's talking to or about them. I always get so damn jealous and I'm not a jealous person which makes me think I care about him way more than I'm letting myself realize. I just want to grab him by the shoulders and scream "I love you, Why don't you get that!!" In his face until I run out of voice but I know that would still do no good.

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