Sun, Jan. 14th, 2007, 10:47 pm
Snow!

yay it's snowing! God I hope it snows all night so school is cancled tomorrow!

It's been a week since I said I was going to quit smoking...I haven't gone a day without atleast a puff of one yet. I think I'm going to stop being so hard on myself about it though. I'm going to take things one at a time. First I'm going to try to lose the weight I want then I'll work on the smoking; Plus I'm afraid It will cause me to binge eat because so far when I don't have a ciggarette for a while it makes me want to eat that much more. After this week (if i actaully make it through my fast) I'll attempt to quit again.Go me!

Mon, Jan. 15th, 2007, 03:22 am
[info]still_here_4_u

Quitting smoking was really easy for me, because I did it in a bad way. But yeah, I hear it's pretty hard at times. As for losing weight, heh, we could ALL use to lose some weight. lol.

Also, as you said, I will say the same to you: I am here if you need me.

Mon, Jan. 15th, 2007, 03:27 am
[info]scorned_shadow

That is really good to hear. Thank you because lord knows I need someone to talk to.

Mon, Jan. 15th, 2007, 09:23 pm
[info]best_picture

If you can get over three days, you can get over a lifetime.
Good luck! ♥

- natalie

Tue, Jan. 16th, 2007, 01:01 am
[info]scorned_shadow

Thank you huni. I sure will try.

Tue, Jan. 16th, 2007, 04:42 am
[info]ssgt_m_l_batt

good for you! binge eating can't possibly be worse than smoking.
good luck.

Tue, Jan. 16th, 2007, 08:23 pm
[info]meretricula

It still hasn't snowed substantially here. It's fucking Massachusetts!

It was surprisingly easy for me to quit smoking, but that might be because I didn't have access all the time, so my body was used to going long periods of time without it. I suppose I haven't officially quit though, since if I had one I'd be smoking it now. I've always noticed smoking makes me feel fuller...

Tue, Jan. 16th, 2007, 08:36 pm
[info]scorned_shadow

Yea your right it really does. I just finished having one hehe. The people I hang out with at school normally have one so they are always around me. And people here smoke so I take them from them also. I have three left right now. I bought four from a friend at school to give him some bus money. They burn really slow it's weird.

Tue, Jan. 16th, 2007, 08:41 pm
[info]meretricula

I had four in my room...somewhere...but I think I lost them in the clutter, and since I've cleaned my room I haven't found them...I miss them, now that I'm "dieting" again, they really keep the hunger off for a while...My only really close friend doesn't smoke, or drink that much, or anything, so I don't really have access around here. In the town where my dad lives, practically everyone smokes, so it'd be hard not to find someone with cigarettes...

Tue, Jan. 16th, 2007, 08:51 pm
[info]scorned_shadow

My boyfriend is the only person I hang out with that doesn't smoke, But that is the hardest thing ever. He hates the fact I smoke and is trying to help me as I attempt to quit but I haven't been doing so well. I feel terrible when I lie to him and tell him I haven't had one and really have but It's just so damn hard for me to quit because I turn to ciggarettes for comfort (as stupid as that may sound)And hiding it from him isn't that easy either I mean He tastes it and smells it so I really can't say "No I didn't just have a smoke.

Tue, Jan. 16th, 2007, 08:56 pm
[info]meretricula

Yeah, I dated this guy for about a week, and he hated that I smoked, but I refused to lie to him about it, and he got really bitchy about it...It was horrible. I dumped him after a week, he was way too feminine, even for my taste in guys, which is damn feminine. He actually cried when I dumped him!

Tue, Jan. 16th, 2007, 09:08 pm
[info]scorned_shadow

I've only heard Brendon cry once. And it was when we both had our own emotional break downs. I didn't have any idea what on earth to say to him. I just waited until he got himself together then asked him if he was okay. I don't really have a taste in guys oddly enough. I just meet them and get to know them. Looks seriously don't matter though, But i must admit I find brendon pretty damn cute ^_^