Sat, Jan. 13th, 2007, 05:34 pm

I've fucked up again. oh god that did not take long. It must be time to break this off before it gets any worse. I'm so sick of hurting. I just want it all to stop, But it'll never stop. This is how my life is going to be so I must learn to deal with it. Who wants to have to learn to deal with being hurt all the time.No body does. Even I don't But here i am having to. isn't there more to life than this. Arnt we supposed to have those incredibly happy moments we will never forget? Where are mine? Lost within the fog somewhere. Oh won't someone guide them to me??

Sun, Jan. 14th, 2007, 03:49 am
[info]_silent_scream_

i know how you feel..
that was like my whole high school career.
then i got out of the house and went away to college and it's truly the friends you have and the people you choose to be in the company of that make your life amazing.
i've been through so much shit, so much hurt, so much loss..and it DOES get better..it just takes time.
<3<3<3
hang in there.

Sun, Jan. 14th, 2007, 10:33 pm
[info]still_here_4_u: wow.

I know EXACTLY how you feel darling. Exactly.

Sometimes you wonder if it's all worth it. But I'm sure it is.